I WILL NEVER BE A TRUE NEWNEIC I AM NOT NEWNEIC ENOUGH I CAN NEVER MATCH UP I AM MEERLY A DISGUSTING OUTISDER NEWNEIC NEWNEIC WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!